I don't know. I think it'd feel worse if even another person was responsible for taking him away.
[ It's probably not the greatest thing for her to feel or think that way, but...
She's not a good enough person, not a selfless enough person, to not feel at least a little unreasonable. Even if she knows there's no telling who'll be up, even if no one volunteers for execution, she's just not that good of a person.
It'd take time for her to untangle those feelings. ]
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I don't know. I think it'd feel worse if even another person was responsible for taking him away.
[ It's probably not the greatest thing for her to feel or think that way, but...
She's not a good enough person, not a selfless enough person, to not feel at least a little unreasonable. Even if she knows there's no telling who'll be up, even if no one volunteers for execution, she's just not that good of a person.
It'd take time for her to untangle those feelings. ]
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[ In a lot of ways, it's not something she understands. But there's a part of it that makes sense too. ]
Ya still care about 'im... She ya wouldn't want someone to hurt 'im.
I just hope it doesn't hurt you too much.
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[ It's a little too late for that. ]
I guess I didn't expect to have to feel this hurt.
[ But Childe made his choices, and she's not going to say he didn't have a choice. ]
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[ She gives her a gentle squeeze at that, wishing there was a way to help. ]
Especially... In an unpredictable place like this.
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[ She shakes her head and just wraps her arms around Yuel. ]
There are a lot of things I wish. I'll leave it at that.
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But if there's anything I can grant for ya, just ask.
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[ She laughs softly. ]
We'll see how I feel after tomorrow.